❝ From all the truth that I said, I am going to give all my SECRETS away... ❞
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Posted Wednesday, July 1, 2009 // 3:16 PM
Well right now Im working in the downstairs restaurant and it very quiet. But anyways guess what I did today?...I TRANSLATED A WHOLE MENU INTO CHINESE! (Gosh Had been long while since I last practiced my chinese writing..I think the last time I wrote was back in HS?...or was it my Chinese school..:shruggs: w/e. Anyways I had to take at least less then an hour to complete the whole translation Thanks to Babelfish translation, I was able to translate some words which I had no clue on. But yeah.Anyways beside that, I decided to go back to school probably round year after this. so I can be able to get my degrees and move on. Even though, it going to be tough starting over refreshed, Feel kinda okay about it. This time I will definately take the chances that being put out for me and at least have some 'guts' into doing what I want to do... Well right now. everything ish well..and time ish flying. GOSh...Were into JULY already.. TIME FLIES!. So yeah. Already i have been in Maine working for about almost a year. Hopefully I can soon leave Maine and return back to NY and study like I always did. One year already seems a long stressful year and enough year for me to rest. I have to find time to catch up with my school work and find another job soon So yeah. GOALS FOR THE SUMMER..or FURTHER?.. -Get my drivers Liscence (Goddamnit...never had the time to get one yet..and Im already in my early 20s...x(. ) -Catch up with my schoolwork and study hard hard hard. (NO MORE PLAYING AROUND & SLACKING OFF!.) -Find another Job (It about time I do since the one Im working for ish Family business and bout time I find a job on my own...) -Get use and cheerish all my oppurtunities being put out for me. (NO MORE PROCRASINATING AND SET BACKS!) -Buy Myself a New Phone and MP3 Player. ^Theres more but the top 4 goals my main main points. But yeah. Anyways Back to work now. so Ill update later. Once again... HAPPY JULY!..? PS - It about time I wrote an serious entry lols. Labels: random.. Random [12]
Posted Thursday, June 18, 2009 // 1:43 PM
Well right now Im at work and still no business so decided to search the web for some clips and see what going on online..when I was browsing on Youtube I found some clips of Ray 'Let Get Wet" Concert and it looked pretty awesome. I cant believe Ray dyed his hair Gold!. I was like Woah No WAY!..But he looked pretty cute in it too..also His outfit was sooo HOTTT! more of a bit japanese and Shining Silver type of way =) it all looked pretty awesome...I was suprised abit about the guest stars that included Vincy Chan, Micheal Tse, & Wong Joe Lam also Lung Foo. But Im more of Joe Lam, Vincy & Micheal fan lols but yeah..aside from that the concert was pretty packed and many people were yelling and cheering that I barely got a bit chance of hearing what they sung all together...but it alright as least I got the chance to see a glimpse of the concert lols.It was good and awesome! Support Raymond on his Album and Concert and CONGRATULATIONS Ray! lols ^okay Im a Raymond Fan but w/e all was awesome. Okay back to reality...Work okay and not much business here and there so like now it ither stare infront of laptop all day or make use of my day..somthing..but I guess I will start to email some people too. Well Imma continue working so Ill update more later. Again Go Fung!. Until nexttime.....*bows* PS here the youtube interview showing Ray new style and hair! Labels: random.. Random [9]
Posted Friday, May 1, 2009 // 12:22 AM
Today remade a bit changes and added some of more about Raymond Lam. I dont know why but I am just too addicted to him lols. But yeah Anyways I added the albums and such of his : Credits go to TVB-Connection for the album pics and songs. But yeah. Hopefully Ill change the layout again soon. And add another one. So for now this month I guess Itll be Raymond Lam as of Now. Gosh I love him soo much and Idolize him too hehehhe. Thanks alot to my friend who got me addicted to him =P. But yeah. Anyway yeah until I find a new idol for now...Ill leave it to him =)Credits to RLZOO too for the MV animation Gif. and to the rightful owners. So yeah as of now that all..beside the blog update Ill update a bit on my life... So far business ish blah. People havent been going out much and spending cauze of the Economy and cauze of the Swine Flu that been going on around the US. People being sick and coughing and germs spreading so yeah...I advise everyone to be safe, be protective and at least wear a mask to cover the germs and w/e disgusting bacteria they might cauze. so yeah. I myself have been sick too but good thing not the cauze of that. But still be safe and take care. As of now. Bye Bye. Labels: random.. Random [8]
Posted Wednesday, April 22, 2009 // 11:39 PM
Today I woke up having tears in my eyes as if I had cried last night or night before. but yeah...then When I was at work, My throat started to feel sore and had a bit problem swallowing a bit...Probably it was becauze of the fried and salty stuff I been eating...but then i couldnt help it..I was just too hungry and I havent eaten much in days...but yeah. [gosh now I knew what it felt like when my friend had the similar situation of not eating for few days with a not so good appetite...-.-] but yeah. Anyways, not much happened lately...work okay and well as for other things, I dont know. Sighs, I tried calling my friends to check up on them, but most of them are either sleeping, studying, or not picking up the phone. But I dont know...anyways nothing much to say now...so I guess Ill update up to here.until nexttime. BIG NEWSS!!!!! OOOO! Guess what?..I feel so excited! one of the chefs that works in the restaurant will be going to HK soon in the summer for about 2 weeks and Guess what! My friend of mine from HK brought Me Tickets to See LAM FUNG in concert!!! hahahah.. Finally! I CAN FINALLY SEE HIM IN PERSON PERFORMING!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Beat that peoples! lols. Anyways I SOO CANT WAIT!! I will being to HK for 2 weeks and will be arriving about the few days before so yeah. hahaha. CANT WAITT!!!!PWHAHAHAH! LAM FUNG : HERE I COME! ahahaahahah. Labels: random.. Random [7]
Posted Monday, April 13, 2009 // 11:25 PM
Hmm...well like the middle of April and work been alright but the business has been very poor lately...why? cauze of the economy..lately Easter has passed and not much people are coming out to eat as always but yeah. But aside from that People also are paying bills and they have used up so much of their money..but yeah...Today at work, there was barly 10 tabled customers cauze of the after Easter thing and people mainly stayed home to eat the left overs for dinner and such...but yeah...aside from that, I been thinking alot lately about what I want to do...I thought to myself about different things...and one of the things that came up to my mind ish school. Even though I still dont go to school now, I feel regreted of stoping cauze I know if I stilled continued I coulda been able to catch up with everyone else, but from the words and results of other students mentioning about school makes me feel bad cauze I feel like Im the only one in this world for my age level that Im not in school, and feel left back on everything....sighs, I really wish to go back to school now, and start over, I really want to get the chance to meet new people, experience new things, learn alot about the outside world and become a better person, cauze now for some reason, I feel like Im really stupid girl with a bad reputation....of not being able to catch up on schoolwork and just heading out to the outside world working and feeling that in reality I definately aint ready for a job nor have the skills of working....gosh I just really really wish to accomplish something..really want to change and show everyone what I can do....Cauze I really want to go back in time and do what other kids around my age are doing...with a rightful degree and accomplished education...cauze for a fact I know...I definatly feel like I dont have any education standerds at all...period!...But anyways if that time comes I want to actually take action and do what I want...cauze already I have screwed up half my life toward education and toward my lifetime goal. Labels: random.. Randome [6]
Posted Tuesday, April 7, 2009 // 10:26 PM
lets see...today ish the middle of april..counting..i been working here in Maine for about half year now...[gosh time flies...a bit]...but yeah...anyways...work for me ish tireding and I cant always keep track of what Im doing..either Im making a mistake or pressuring myself or having or feeling that other people ish pressuring me...I still feel a bit out of place....recently...i been at home thinking and for some reason...I feel like when im at Maine like Im here visiting a relative or someone I know..for a bout a while...and feel awkward to me...I know Im up here for a reason...but seems like I am here like I am a visitor and worker wellas a person feeling welcomed....but now...I just dont know...I been living with my mom for about Half a year now....but seems like i want to go back to NY and continue my old life of having her a bit out of my life...cauze for some reason I got so used to having her not in my life that Makes me feel that having her in my life...ish like I feel a bit like she an outsider [ person who I dont know but sorta related and knows me well?] but yeah...but lately at work, I dont know...workers been telling me and asking me when my mom will be opening the downtown restarurant...and I am like I dont know...why?...they reply..: 'cause if she down there, we feel more free and less being having her around to scream and complain" when I heard I sorta agreed...but then felt a bit regret cauze of what I agreed to ...but I just dont know..I felt that If I agreed then the sky will thunder and Ill be punished for saying something bad about my mom and if I dont agree..I can just ignore the whole thing?...I dont know....but yeah...anyways...me and my mom have been okay...some talks here and there...but right now..i feel like when Im at work, I miss my relatives and family and friends back in NY....like the whole family have all seperated into different paths rather then being together once an while for a family dinner or big celebration...even if we do have that, it has to be having one family memeber or group of certain ones missing...but hopefully we all as a family can stay and be able to see each other and really have a family thing..cauze I realize Family ish very important and no matter if they are either outside on their own...or being with their own type of family...I really really hope...my family can all come together and have a big family thing...cauze not being able to see a certain or whole family seems a bit like a piece missing from a frame or so...so yeah...Aside from that everything else okay....the baby got bigger and I got used of taking care of it...so yeah..Ill update more later...for now ishlike this...lols. until nexttime. Peace. Goodbye. Labels: random.. Random [5]
Posted // 9:57 PM
Gosh today woke up over late and my mom woke me up a couple of times. but yeah...I went to work alright and such...but yeah...also...as I was at work, my friend called me and we talked for a bit...my mom then asked me...what plan I used since she was curious about if I am being charged and such...cauze of the phone bill that got up a couple 20 bucks from the last bill...so then she asked me when I been calling then I was like after 9ish and weekends...then she like check how many minutes..and so I did and said went down a couple minutes...then my mom got alil assumed she said that I was being charged out of state no matter after 9 and such...then later tonight, I got home and asked a friend of mine the same question...cauze I knew she had the same plan and such as me from the same company..and she like it covers..so i guess it was alright...good thing..it still covers =) gosh i got a bit scare there..but still bit worried anyways...but i guess ill see...another thing..lately been trying to reach people but...seemed like they all disappeared...[I know I repeated this sentence before..] but seriously..when I feel like talking to someone...I cant seem to reach them...but when they call me...I cant really hear it?....what the heck wrong...and like well yeah..[but I guess we al know what I mean ...I think]...but yeah....anyways...not much to blab about but the same old stuff so I guess Ill update more tomorrow or whenever I get the chance..for now...Peace. Goodbye. Labels: random.. Random [4]
Posted Sunday, April 5, 2009 // 10:27 AM
gosh...it already april of 2009 and already..i feel like time passed by a buit slow and a bit fast...well lately I been very busy and okay at work...it ish stressful and alot of pressure have been on me lately cauzed by my mom...i dont know why but whenever I am at work..I feel like Im being the center of attention...for some reason...and now workwise I feel like the 'siu bang' of some people. I just cant take it...My mom keeps going to work and suddenly she starts to shout her voice at me...as if i did something majorly wrong...then later after the shout, the co-workers start to talk and I over hear them talk about me....such as, : "I cant believe Jess being yelled at..." " why ish she being yelled at?" or then they start to giggle as if it was a little show or so....OMG I CANT TAK IT!!!.....yet I have nooone to take it on and like when I talk back my mom starts to throw a little scene where she always talks and noone responds. Im thinking WTH?....worse ish whenver there are customers around she even continues to speak chinese to me and scolding me...Im thinking...:omg such an embarrasement your making for me...=T. But yeah..at least this little thing happenes almost everyday while at work....=T....I feel like I just want to go back to NY and take it off on someone right now....!....ARG...I wish already where she and uncle and some of the rest of workers can go to the Downtown restarurant and open that up and stay there already...cauze I really cant take this anymore...!....><Aside from that...socialwize everything okay...well I think...I dont know..I kept trying to call people...but seems like they all disappeared from me or so...gosh I miss them so much my relatives and my friends....=T....at least when I am in NY i feel like I am actually home where I am being recognixed and such..unlike where I am in now which ish Maine where I feel like Im in prison along with some other people being used at and talked about as a showcase person where I being giggled at, pointed at even embarrased at....=T...Gosh I seriously need another vacation back to NY where I feel more at home and seeing everyone else I know more...cauze seriously I feel like I cant take this anymore...the more I feel embarrassed at by my mom scolding and being used as a pressure bag a bit..the more I feel more a bit hurt inside and feel the urge to cry a bit infront of everyone...=T... Hopefully when my mom goes back to NY...I can follow here and get a little vacation myself...hopefully for like a week or so..cauze I really feel like the urge to take it out on someone right now face to face...but fornow..I have this entry... Labels: random.. Randome [3]
Posted Monday, March 30, 2009 // 9:38 PM
Just got off work today and gosh was it boring!....3 hrs here and there of no business and mainly well standing around. Business was okay but still rained here and fell some snow little flurries. [Gosh the weather here ish crazy still no time to wear T-shirts and well non lighter outerware yet..><] but w/e anyways, today deliveries was okay...gosh while working...I read the news a man around his 20s or older killed his sisters. Just cauze he got some rejection from a job, he decided to take it out on his sisters [that ish such so sad and mentally sick of him] but yeah. Couldnt believe what he did. The news said he decaptivated his 5 year old little sister, stabbed his 17 year old sister and wounded the 9 year old. [omg that so not good but yeah He deserves to die?..why cauze he did all this infront of a police man and the police man shot him!] <--good for the police man. but yeah. Anyways...I dont know why...so many things ish happening around here..Girls missing, people being killed, banks being robbed?..etc etc...gosh people now a days just dont know how to live their lives....what the use of doing all this?..really I mean even if you do all this really have no benefits toward you at all eiter you end up in jail or get killed?...omg...but yeah.*sorry bout the entry above just had to express some thoughts on this..but yeah..i think you all know what I mean *...but yeah.. Anyways aside from that everything else ish okay for me. Work tireding but still getting used to it...but yeah. Anyways right now Imma do some research on stuff so ill update nexxtime. Peace. Posted Friday, March 27, 2009 // 11:47 PM
Work Related:Well today i woke up at 9ish..then I eh...went to work...while at work, I felt so miserable at times becauze I got scolded by my boss...and felt bad. I was thinking to myself?..why did I felt like I came to work, empty-headed..?...but anyways, um...yeah...today, i felt bit mad too cauze of the scolding and made me bit pissed about..thing ish I dont mind people yelling at me but seriously not in front of other customers...and co-workers or other outside people..(makes me embarassed and feel mad) -But I guess you know what I mean.. Anyways, today busines was alright, kept standing all day, and such but still tireding...but work over all was alright. Social Related: Today i called up a friend to relive my boredom, We talked practically a few hours..(good thing I had my handfree cauze I wouldve been in a mess, but anyways yeah...It been a while since I last talked to a freind for so long on the phone..but good thing it was alright..I think we both felt bored so we called each other...(hehe) but yeah. We talked about nonsence and did nothing. I was working and well guess she was bored?..but yeah. After work I went home and showered and wanted to continue on the TVB drama of E.U. But then I decided to wait till Sunday to watch it cauze it my day off and Ill have plenty of time to see it...probably wait till then..but w/e Anyways getting late ill update tomorrow...so sleepy...=X...so yeah *yawns* Good night people..=) Labels: random.. Randome Update 1...
Posted Saturday, March 14, 2009 // 12:34 AM
Well it about a week already since I last return from NY...I came back to work feeling abit not used to the place but then was able to caught up with alot of stuff.....For some thoughts I usually spaced out or stared at my phone for couple of times to see if someoone would call me...but lately not much pple called me for anything...sighs...I came back and now feel bit boring and a bit lonely...when i was in NY I got so excited and wanted to go out almost everyday...but now....when I am in Maine seems like i cant go anywhere....but yeah...Lately at work I been bit lazy and my mom yet again nagged me on certain things including how I have been doing in progress lately on my work...she said some stuff that was so out of topic or made me a bit annoyed...but yeah....I dont like it when pple nagg or annoy me much cauze I get more abit pissed off about it..and just give pple evil or bad looks or talk back...but yeah... Anyways beside that Lately not much things happened except for the News about the entertainment circle on Gillian and the scandal pictures that had been brought up again... for some reason I support Gillian more cauze it wasnt really her fault for letting out the pics and how come she the only one out of the entainment circle involved with the scandel to have to be kicked out of the circle for a certain time...??... I heard and saw the interview on Gillian and Cecilia Cheung...gosh I felt more bad was for Gillian...cauze of the hurt and pain she admitted of suffered..for Cecilia I didnt really feel any pity for her cauze in my opinion she the type that do anything and really just taht she want to be a bit known for...but yeah... Anyways yeah..so far that what I have to say much.. My eyes are getting tired..so I guess Ill update later on.... until next time... |
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