❝ From all the truth that I said, I am going to give all my SECRETS away... ❞
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Randome [4]
Posted Tuesday, November 9, 2010 // 4:57 PM
 Omg my arms and feet hurt :( I been peeling 2 huge bags of onions, peeling 2 boxes of String Beans and Peapods Plus sweeping the floor and babysitting in the morning. and now Im all exhausted from the work...gosh Need to sleep more early...dont get enough sleep much now thursday going to be a big busy day cauze Ill be frying yet again 2 big boxes of chicken for the restaurants now I wonder, Will they be needing like 20 load boxes of chicken for both sides or waht?...eh Iono..w/e but hope to get that over with I guess...anyawys yeah.. Now that time is changed I"m so used to looking at the original time before it was even changed. Like right now is like 5:00pm but it supposed to be originally 6:00 pm. hah. maybe cauze I been thinking about that time it seems the days going by a bit faster but in a slow paste allowing me to finish my work on time I guess...but yeah. Anyways business was so so same a lot of work once and while and now it blah. sighs...I want to go back to NYC I miss it. I need to seriously Get away from work and move on..this is so not helping...ugh. but yeah blah blah. Nothing good to watch these days been watching 2 Taiwanese dramas at the same time : 100% Senorita and Reaching for the Stars ft. S.H.E. but yeah. so far it both good. hopefully to finish Reaching for the Stars though cauze looked interesting in begining but yeah. well not much to say Hope everyone is well and rested. And exams going well too.. :) till nextt ime. Labels: none. Randome [3]
Posted Monday, November 8, 2010 // 10:09 PM
OMG I feel like jumping off a cliff soon. The more complaints I hear about this and that on family issues I swear Ill just walk out and ignore everything! >_<" Sighs. Last few days was bit tireding and feels like a lot has happened. I just went to work feeling lost and tired. Didn't do much, but hear the old grandfather rant and rant on stuff I dont want to hear or see...I dont know why but seems like whenever there a family arguement, I am ALWAYS in the middle of this even if it doesn't have to deal with me or have me involved, Im still dragged down the water. Like seriously it all your problem, [family] I dont want to get in any of this!. Another thing is that everytime I argue with the grandfather, I always get so aggrivated, becauze he always bring my mom into the whole thing, Like seriously, my mom didnt do anything or do shit to hurt your family..so STOP dragging her into this!. It hurts sometimes to see my mom being mentioned for long time. but yeah. It felt like it seem that my mom and me owe it to the family just for working..like wtf?.! Leave us ALONE!!!. but yeah. Another arguement Imma just jump off the cliff or drag my mom with me. Even if we have to go back to NYC, Im still draggeing her with me we dont deserve any of this stuff from this family. I dont care if it step or not like leave us alone! argg... But yeah. ^good to take that off my chest. I felt so badd and all but yeah. Well so far nothing much happened. I have feeling more is expected from him so whatever.. Labels: none. Randome [3]
Posted Tuesday, November 2, 2010 // 2:46 PM
 Ugh, Im such a LOSER, FAILURE worse DUMB!!!. why? cauze I just feel that way, today I was eating lunch and saw many people in the streets walking around freely where I wonder, hm..when can I be like them ?..when can I officially be like them?. instead of being stuck here in a crappy small shop waiting and seeing as time goes by...like I am totally wasting my time..>< booo. sighs. I just feel so ashamed. Yest I got a news that my sister got a job at the TD bank as a Teller. there it shows she more better and way smarter then I am..I mean Im the eldest and I should be the role model...yet I feel like a failure cauze everyone seems to be more better at things then I am.. Why do I feel like such a failure to my family and friends?..I feel like what ever I am doing now is actually no big deal no point and worse no good outcome to them...all I do is just easy stuff and waiting as time passes me by I mean it my life, I should be doing something more meaningful and useful yet right now I just sitting here doing nothing and blogging...seriously, this job is so dumb...I am like very tired and really want to do something I really want..instead of working here and doing nothing...I find this job isnt going to get me anywhere and I just want to leave. get away from the US and live my life freely...I want to go around the world and explore and enjoy life of the way I want it to be. Sighs all my life I feel like a puppet, being stringed back and forth and arranged to be there and that and letting others take over my life..ugh I dont know what to do or what to say even stand up for myself...which is shameful fact that it been like 20+ years already....I do admit, I feel jealous of my sister(younger) one becauze she gets all the attention and is more independent. I just want to jump into river and drown myself down. becauze already, I have no clue where my life is being or headed as of right now...too much...yet Im the one being bait here. wtf?... I need my old life back! I want to move back to NYC where I am more free and yet more happier, ever since I moved to maine to help my mom work, I been feeling so down and so depressed becauze I feel like I am in jail rather working...ugh I hate working for family business and especially for jobs that dont get me anywhere or has any benefits. I can tell my mom hired and allowed me to work here is becauze of my lack of disability to go out there and be on my own..but I just feel like a big burden to them, everyday working and seeing her everyday makes me even more sadder. I just want them to be more happy and free. Worse right now as my mom and I are working, feels like we are working for her bf side of the family more and being treated as outsiders...well in the grandfather eyes sorta. everyone else is okay but I just dont like the fact that, it seems w/e work we do around it doesn't seem to get appreciated or thanked for . I mean com'mon people, it our life already..let us go!. but yeah. sighs. anyways nothing much happening so I guess Ill stop blogging for now. till next time. Labels: none. Randome [2]
Posted Monday, November 1, 2010 // 3:31 PM
Well Hello everyone :) and Hi :)Im back to blogging. Gosh seemed like a while since I last blogged but eh..w/e. lols anyways yesterday was HALLOWEEN. and Guess what?. I had to work :( yesh work full time shift too. ugh. But then again it wasnt even busy at all for particular Sunday becauze pple probably out Trick-o-Treating with their kids and getting candy and getting their cavities back haha. but yeah. Sighs Now it the 1st day of November and Thanksgiving is next on the List along side with Black Friday lols. Hopefully this year Ill actually go to Black Friday bcauze I want to buy some stuff. but yeah. (....) Not much happened in life accept the same old stuff..blah blah blah.. Life sucks. sighs* Well yeah. anyways not much to blog about so IDK..Ill just blog off. Have to return to work now Ill update tonight. :) to be continued.... Labels: none. Randome [25]
Posted Wednesday, April 28, 2010 // 6:20 PM
Grrr I am soo hungry right now.. >< I feel like eating something sweet but yet I feel like eating something spicy..hmm..something that can make my stomache full and myself happy with a smile :) But for now seems like I have a mix feeling for food. Gosh Food makes me hungry that I just want to eat eat eat. I been gaining a bit weight and for now I feel like my face got a bit rounder...I need to start taking care of my face. but seems like the products I buy dont seem to work and well didnt get to use it much blah..anyways yeah. I need to take care of my skin too..have been having a bit of some skin irritation and been scratching alot. but I dont know maybe my itchy ness that cauzed me to itch more. Just now my baby cousin just scratched me on the cheekbone plus I accidedntly bumped my other cheekbone to the door Now both my cheekbones feel damaged a bit sniffles. But yeah. anyways not much happening. It like pouring outside and Im just tooo hunggrry!!!..argg I need fooddd!. Im trying to not eat so much but I cant seem to help it the more I eat the more I get hungryier and the more hungrier I get, the appetite gets bigger. and I feel like my stomache soo fulll....and but shown. sighs* if only i can start to change my habits and eat less and right with the proper nutrients and diets. sighs* well that all for now. Until nexttime....PS Credits to TVB-Horizon for the banner thank so much :) Labels: Food. Diet., none. Randome [24]
Posted Wednesday, April 14, 2010 // 12:26 AM
Well right now Im just laying on my bed with the lappie on my bed. I been so tired and now my gums hurt. most I have a feeling is that my wisdom tooth is coming or growing which is a big pain to me becauze whenever I chew or eat, It get in the way and I feel pain... sniffles. I also feel very tired and lazy for some reason. At work, I keep feeling lazy and tired cauze a) no customers & business been low. b)my grandfather keeps complaining and it annoys me. c) Nothing in this damn shop to do. so when I hear the grandfather complain about me using the comp or staring at it all the time I get frustrated cauze I have nothing to do and nothing to entertain myself with. but yeah. I dont know why business been bad and well yeah. As for series and drama entertainment. been watching alot of re-run dramas. Mainly new one I seeing is Fistful and Suspects of Love. But yeah. anyways nothign much again to update on so I guess Ill head to bed. night Night.Labels: none. Randome [23]
Posted Monday, April 12, 2010 // 11:45 PM
Well today I just finished working OT for the first time this whole week. sorta..Gosh my hands are soo numb and Im like soo sleepy..but I cant sleep cauze I just ate a midnight snack ---Icecream Sunday. Also caught myself a cold and feel like my wisdom tooth is growing..cauze my gums hurts and it annoying when I chew food and it gets in the way of my eating but yeah.. As for the week I just work and work. Havent been having any restful breaks so far and summer about to come. Hopefully I can have at least a whole week or two off from work so I can return to NY and see my family and friends again. Sighs I miss the hangouts me and my family and friends did. Yet I sometimes envy those that I see customers with and like I always seem to picture my past hangouts and such but yeah. Anyways not much left to say cauze my head so blank. -.- but yeahAs for everything else not much to say. so yeah. Labels: none. Randome [20]
Posted Sunday, April 4, 2010 // 12:22 AM
Right now it like 12 :3o in morning on a Sunday So ill guess Ill update a bit.Drama wise : Lately I been mostly watching the drama Fistful of Stances. The story plot is getting bigger and exciting. So far I seen up to date of eps 13. So far, the Koo family has found their eldest brother and son Koo Yue Cheung (played by Kevin Cheng). & they enter the martial arts competition in few months. (still in preperation). From what I remeber so far, the biggest thing that ever happened to the Koo family is the time Nga Mun( played by Natalie Tong) raped scene. The scene is in episode 12. While Natalie goes to help her family pray and visit Kevin adopted mother, she ends up in the field and gets raped by Wings' son' teacher : Tam chung (played by unknown) later on she ends up in the hospital due to faintness and later the family joins her in the hospital. There she tells her family that she been raped and tried calling for help, but noone answered. Soon, the Wing family holds a party and then is the best chance for the family to enter and talk deals with the family. After a while of talking, Koo Yue Tong (played by Kenneth Ma) challenges Wing son (Wing Man Quan) to a martial duel. & Tries to arrest his little sister rapest. End of episode 12. In episode 13 Natalie steps out and decides to speak up soon, the family and villagers along with the police comes to the Wing family to arrest Tam chung (Natalie rapest) Natalie tries her best to defend herself. Soon the guy starts to try to leave but then is stopped by the pupils and they get into the fight. Soon, Kevin gives out a punch and hits the guy to the floor at this moment the crowd quiets down and later leaves. Later toward the end Kevin and Natalie leaves on the train to head to Gwong Dong. End of episode 13. ^So far I remeber those. Everhting before kinda mixed up to me. But yeah. Well for everything. I decided to download The Legendary Four Aces again. I miss waatching old dramas so yeah. As for my reality life outside television and TVB, Work has been pretty well. Lately been getting alot of orders from customer and more original customers have returned from a while. It good cauze the more custoemrs there is the better. But yeah. The tempetures have been increasing and getting warmer now. Life okay. Im hoping to return to NY in the summer becvauze I feel I need a vacation again and it been while. But yeah. Well taht all for now. Ill update more later on...time for nappie. bye bye. Quick Update #5
Posted Monday, December 28, 2009 // 9:34 PM
Hey everyone :)anyways sorry for the lack of updates. :( I been so busy at work and dont have time to do anyting nor watch any good TVB shows so yeah. Anyways Ill just make this a quick update.. update #1 : Business has been very poor and doesnt matter..since i didnt do much. also, the buisness have been down but yeah..(totally forgot what to write just now.) :( update #2 : I watched the new TVB series : Beauty of Game. and so far it kinda bored me the most interesting part is that Wong Cho Lam in it!! He soo fit for Paparazzi role haha. though his uncle kinda ruined it. but yeah. The movie kinda gave me a similar feel to 'Speech of Silence' but this time it talks about entering the Entertainment circle. and the other talked about dubbing roles and voices but yeah. I still dont know if I will continue to watch it or not..still on the border line for tat. I have feeling series : Watchdog Tale will be airing next.! So cant waitt!!!. update #3 : I need pple advice..lately I been so stressed out taht when I work and when I take orders, I feel pressured...I still dont know why....o.O I been too tired and when I get pressured I tend to go blank and not think of anything..but blank..If anyone can could you guys please help me out and give advice??..I really need it. Thanks in advance. Well so far it that for now...DOnt know what else to say but ill update again later on..so yeah. Well heres the next upcoming series : "Watchdog Tale"  Credit : Astro On Demand A rich woman TSEUNG TIN NGOR (Shiu Mei Ki, Maggie)'s beloved dog CANDY has got behaviour problems since NGOR is being kidnapped. After released, NGOR takes CANDY for various medical treatments but none of them is helpful to cure its illness. Desperate NGOR finally finds LAI TSUN SING (Cheng Jut Si), a retired police canine officer, who has just opened a kennel in the walled village. NGOR asks SING to give CANDY training but it creates discord between both of them. When CANDY's condition is getting better and better, NGOR is pleased and shows deference toward SING. NGOR feels obscured of the kidnapping and she misconceives that the landlord of the kennel, CHOW YUNG KUNG (Ma Steven), is one of the kidnappers. SING gets his trained dog BINGO carrying out an investigation. They finally prove that KUNG is innocent. KUNG appreciates Sing's efforts and he starts joining the course for learning how to be a dog lover. LAI SIN YUE (Chung Linda), SING's veterinarian daughter, is aware of her feeling towards him since then. Comments : Im not sure If I am looking forward to this show..but hey better then nothing??..lols. btw Happy Holidays Good bye 2009 Hello 2010.!!! New Years Resolution: -Work harder to earn money. -stay focused at work and not sidetrack. >< -Not to think so much..on negative things..nor procrasonize.(is that how you spell it??) -Spend lesss time just on computer and focus again.. -Try to make myself and around me pple happy. -Get a new phone (decided to get a flip phone with high tech stuff(?) -Get at least a boyfriend somewhat before i turn 30..?.. -Try to catch up on some Kdrama & TVB drama. ^that all for now lols. More to be added later. Anyways .....again... HAPPY HOLIDAYS & NEW YEARS!!! HERE COMES 2010!!!! (damn time flies :( ) Labels: none. Posted Saturday, November 21, 2009 // 7:11 PM
Quick update:I will be going on Hiatus again for the holidays so yeah. I decided to catch up on some dramas mainly Korean and TVB but Korean first. Since It been long while and TVB kinda boring me out right now so yeah. Also, NEW LAYOUT FT DBSK :MIROTIC!!. Just looking at the banner make them look HOT! LOL Also I will TRY to not change the layout so much until I get back but yeah. Anyways, do leave a comment or talks or gossips onto my 'cbox' I will reply to them when I am on Haitus vacation so yeah. Well wish everyone a good THANKSGIVING and HAPPY HOLIDAYS to ALL. =) until nexttime. -WingYii aka TVB-Craziiee. ....Sorry...
Posted Thursday, November 12, 2009 // 12:41 AM
Sorry for the lack of updates...!!! Been busy alot lately and lazy..so yeahAnyways another layout ft Brian Joo Sarangheyo ♥. Well I will be updateing on some dramas soon so stay tuned. Btw want to take this time to wish my Little Brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ♥ ♥ HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY =) Labels: none. HAITUS.
Posted Saturday, October 31, 2009 // 3:03 PM
NOTICEE::I WILL BE GOING ON HAITUS FOR A FEW DAYS... Reason: b) Concentrate on work. c) catch up on my dramas.. d) W/e in the middle. I will return to reply on tags so yeah. Thanks and happy Halloween. Good luck. Byeee! Labels: none. Posted Friday, October 2, 2009 // 1:39 AM
 中秋節快乐! This year I will be wishing everyone a HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL. I hope everyone will be able to celebrate it with their family and Friends =) Enjoying Mooncakes and enjoying the lovely latterns and Moon. I hope everyone gets their wishes filled and Have a happy time ^^ As for I, I will be working on my holiday becaauze it not really a chinese thing here in Maine so I guess it okay..better then doing nothing right?..lols. Anyways The picture above from TVB Index so credits to them. ft the tvb show : Moonlight Renosance. Couldn't think of anything Else :( Well I just want to say that and Hope everyone have a nice happy holiday. =). well goodbye and Happy holidays. Shout out to my friend for her becauze it her birthday ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND as Well. ^^ Hope you have a nice enjoyable birthday and holiday =) well bye bye. Labels: none. TVB Weekly : CHINA 6oth ANNIVERSARY
Posted Wednesday, September 30, 2009 // 12:38 PM
HAPPY 60th ANNIVERSARY TO CHINA!!!Gosh It been 60 years now since China celebrated but anyways yeah. I just found out that this was a major holiday for China and soon Mid-Autumn festival comes as well. But yeah. Even though I myself ish chinese, I consider it a nice holiday. & Yet even though I never been to China in a long time..(which I hope to travel back soon..) I foresay think it a pretty good occasion. Anyways Here a poster I found from TVB Weekly of This week issue. (or day.)  Wow everyone of them are my favorite singers. They all look so glamorous. Love the background color to celebrate this special day. LOL. anyways again HAPPY 60th ANNIVERSARY to CHINA!!. Well that it. LOls..take care. Labels: none. |
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