❝ From all the truth that I said, I am going to give all my SECRETS away... ❞
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Posted Monday, April 13, 2009 // 11:25 PM
Hmm...well like the middle of April and work been alright but the business has been very poor lately...why? cauze of the economy..lately Easter has passed and not much people are coming out to eat as always but yeah. But aside from that People also are paying bills and they have used up so much of their money..but yeah...Today at work, there was barly 10 tabled customers cauze of the after Easter thing and people mainly stayed home to eat the left overs for dinner and such...but yeah...aside from that, I been thinking alot lately about what I want to do...I thought to myself about different things...and one of the things that came up to my mind ish school. Even though I still dont go to school now, I feel regreted of stoping cauze I know if I stilled continued I coulda been able to catch up with everyone else, but from the words and results of other students mentioning about school makes me feel bad cauze I feel like Im the only one in this world for my age level that Im not in school, and feel left back on everything....sighs, I really wish to go back to school now, and start over, I really want to get the chance to meet new people, experience new things, learn alot about the outside world and become a better person, cauze now for some reason, I feel like Im really stupid girl with a bad reputation....of not being able to catch up on schoolwork and just heading out to the outside world working and feeling that in reality I definately aint ready for a job nor have the skills of working....gosh I just really really wish to accomplish something..really want to change and show everyone what I can do....Cauze I really want to go back in time and do what other kids around my age are doing...with a rightful degree and accomplished education...cauze for a fact I know...I definatly feel like I dont have any education standerds at all...period!...But anyways if that time comes I want to actually take action and do what I want...cauze already I have screwed up half my life toward education and toward my lifetime goal. Labels: random.. |
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Given name Jessie :) age : 22. Aries. Taken (maybe). Loves listening to music (depends on what gets her in the mood) Chatting and trying to be a realistic person :) MusicBoxx
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