❝ From all the truth that I said, I am going to give all my SECRETS away... ❞
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Randome [5]
Posted Thursday, November 11, 2010 // 8:53 PM
Ugh Im soo nervous on my test for the Drivers License thing I mentioned earlier....blah. I read the book like the whole day and sorta getting bits and parts of it. yet some are confusing but it alright Ill get it through.I really hope I can mange to pass this one try. If I dont I'll just take it again and see how well I will do on it. But yeah. After the Drivers written test, I have to take the road test. I have feelling I might do well or might not not sure..but we have to find out. I do hope to pass though. Im like eager to find out if I will or not. I really want to have a drivers license so I can drive!. Dont want to bother any of my uncles all the time to drive me around and such. But yeh. So far Business is okay. I been thinking alot, I been thinking about quitting this job and find another one..but I have to wait till after this year over in order for me to find another one and work. It not like I dont want to work, it just that this job is really not for meh..I been getting caught alot by the grandfather and I dont want to work for stuff that involves money money money, My math really is badd and I dont want to think!. I get pressured and feel stressed out when I have to think soo much. >< but yeah. I really need to find another job..I find business esp restaurant family ones are not my thing at all..I jujst want to relax and find something that I will enjoy and not feeling bad about. Family business for me is so stressful and I cant handle it. I hate working in family Business and I hate working in long hours places. :( I just want to find something that has lesser hrs, good pay and great enviornment somethning that I feel that will get me a beter future for myself. I dont want to work in a job that will make me regret and miss out on alot of stuff..something I enjoy doing and feeling happy about. But as for now I cant and Ill just wait till the next 2 months pass and let my mom know that I will be quitting the job. Sighs I know it going to be hard on her to accept this, but what else can I do...I dont like the job and I dont like working long hrs. I know she will feel bad that I will leave but she has to know and learn to let me go. I need space and I need my own privacy. It not like I dont like enjoying working with her, but I just find this job is not right for me and I dont feel comfortable working the long shift hrs. it just too muchh. plus the fact taht I have to deal with all the money money stuff. She know I really bad a math and cant think fast or work fast like others. but what else can I do?..it not my fault I have a bad memory or slow learning paste. but I cant help it. once I am under pressure or stress, I just blank out and forget things. Sighs. Hopefully Ill improve for myself and such. but yeah. Aside from that, not much happend. Still working the long hrs and shifts and very tired. Nothing else better to do and I am really really tired. sighs* Well Thanksgiving about 2 weeks ahead, it time I start saving for Black Friday. I need to buy new things but what to save at the same time..hmm..but w.e Well see how that goes. Labels: drivers Test. Blah. |
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