❝ From all the truth that I said, I am going to give all my SECRETS away... ❞
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Randome
Posted Wednesday, October 13, 2010 // 6:36 PM
So right now Im stuck at work blahh. Gosh it October already?! sighs time flies. And already the year coming to an end. I just noticed feels like winter starting in like next month. Despite the cold weather and all. Butyeah. Gosh I feel like lately this year alot of things has happened to me beside work and all but seriously alot. Im like on the verge of that time where Preadults have reached that age of relationships and work and all that yadda yadda BS stuff. But for me I been more concentrated is on work. but all i been getting is thinking about the past. The past abotu how much oppurtunities I been missing out on my life all the decisions I have made and all that. Sighs. Well recently a friend gave me a text and asked me if i was interested in working in her workplace since she told me that her boss was looking for a telemarkating full time worker and since I was looking for another job soon I realy hope they let me go in for a try pass and work. I really dont want to lose this oppurtunity and hope the boss does call me. Not only do I get to work and get weekends off the pay was pretty good offer too. So I really really hoping to get this job badly well yeah. At least I can get away fromthe current one and actually show my family how smart and confident I am that I finally found a job without their help... So yeah.  Sighs* I dont know Just that since it the right moment and good chance I might as well take it just that I feel less more confident and more of a bit scardy cat. Iono..It like my officiall first time that I really feel excited for that job offer and really hope that boss does call me. If they do and I get the job not only will I get better pay but good opurtunity to know and gain some type of experience beside restuarant. Plus now that business is a bit on downlow, it a good chance for me to look for another job incase something else happens. but yeah...  Sighs on that note, lately alot has been going on, I feel like too many guys are pursuing me how? asking me out? iono I tell them I aint ready for relationship yet but yet when I see other couples together not only do I somehow envy but get also 'stepped' on from the grandfather saying How smart others are and how dumb I am for not having a boyfriend yet. Like Common it the 21st century Love and relationships are free and when it comes to you it comes to you right?. Plus even if I am looking it depend on fate. So no point asking others after a certain time in friendship it no point dating someone you have just met, and been friends with for like a short short period of time. Somehow I find guys to be bit pressuring, I mean like if you going to ask a girl out just wait till it the right moment unless you really like the girl and then she feels comfy around them then there nothing to say but yeah. Just that lately here in Maine I meet new friends and like bam few weeks later they say Im cute nice pretty and asking me out. Like common Im not that type of girl who meets guys bee friends with them and then they misunderstand and wants them to be their gfs all sudden. Like what am I?..ugh. men.  But yeah. Iono just alot has happened things gett out of and and lately like everything I do is cauzing to be a misunderstanding that keeps them thinking what I do is like pursuing or perswaying?' but yeah. Gosh soo coldd out today nothing much and now back to work. Lately work been downlow and no customers lately but yeah hopefuly things get more better soon. Also Wishing my mom luck on her surgery. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER MOM! I MISS YOU :) ^Is it me? but I feel like after my mom not around me, things seem kinda odd...around here...oh well. Labels: Blah. |
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