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Posted Monday, June 8, 2009 // 10:34 PM
:Sighs: I feel like I need a big go away vacation aways from work and return back to NY where my real home ish. But yeah....I have been living in Maine for quite long time and working here for quite long too...I just feel like I want to go back to NY where my real home real friends real relatives are. But I guess I have to wait a long time for that....=(....lately at work I been feeling so down and less concentrated...but I just dont know why...I just feel like the people I work with now arent really the people I feel comfy around. Just seeing them makes me think back to my friends and family...but yeah...I been told many times by my mom that they are relatives and the same pple..but feel like they arent...Sighs..being away from home ish hard....not being able to see your close relatives and everyone else..feels so sad...Just last weekend my relatives including my sister and brother came to visit...I got so excited cauze been long time since I last saw them and like now..I feel like after they left..i want to go with them...but yeah...Anyways I dont know it either Im thinking to much or just thinking..but hopefully my wish does come true..ish to go back to NY in prolly july or August for about 2 weeks and then comeback freshed and new again..with a clear mind..but yeah hopefully it does come true...cauze now..i feel like as I am working, I feel more depressed and think much even more.....Labels: randome. |
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